All new high

or low however you want to look at it. I went to the doctor for my GI problems yesterday and wieghed in at a whopping 209. YIKES! the day i gave birth i was 215, i'm not carrying twins now. my depression has lead me to eat. I find the most comfort in food and drinks, warm thick drinks to have with a cigarette. yes, i am smoking like a chimney too. so bad, i know. i am going to get through this, and once i get a little settled stop with the bad habits. i am better than this and i know i am.