Mr. Know it all

i am a hard pill to swallow, i am harsh, honest, no filter and all in the end full of life and love.  i push a lot of the wrong buttons sometimes and it isnt something that i am proud of but it is part of who i am.  i dont try to pretend to be something else. i am just very honest
"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ~Marilyn Monroe
the first time i read this quote i felt real, like who i am is not a problem its not something wrong with me but rather something really special.  i can be the worst, i can be ugly and out of control but if you dont accept that and still love me, you miss out on the best of me.  the amazing Erica, the giving, loving, caring, compassionate woman. 
 Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius. And its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. ~Marilyn Monroe
 marilyn is an icon, she was a plus size model and charmed the world, she was not perfect and even died of a drug overdose.  i can leave a legacy her on the planet.  i gave birth to perfect identical twins, not just normal twins identical.  i am beginning to think they may be one of the few in the world that are mirror twins.  i am great and full of greatness to give the world.  the problem is i am human and to be human is to error.  i will make mistakes, many of them.  i wont always act the way you want me to and i will do things that are not considered "white picket fence" but i will learn from these things and they make me a better woman.