for so long it has been a fight about who is right, who knows best?
it was the night jp tried to drive me to a hospital. i couldn't breathe, the pain was so bad. i was really out of it and jp offered to get him. the thoughts came rushing that i needed him there. but the look on his face when i watched him walk in was when i knew he didn't care. i had become a bother, interrupting his time for support that he didn't think about giving.
that's when the real pain comes. knowing that the end is here. an end that is different for everyone. i gave all i could bear.
i am ok now. just stop and remember i care...sometimes too much
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